absolute FAILURE!!!!

Thursday

October 16, 2008

Period 4

11:57

Mood: Total Crap

Ok, so my life sucks right now.

Grades, suck.

Homework, failed.

Grade for being a good friend......... well I'd say F...... or maybe a D+........

But u might think differently.

(You're wrong if u do.)

Im sorry, but im a failure.

As a human being.

As a stundent.

As anything.

Its not even worth talking about.

And if u feel differently, please say that to me personally.

Its easier to argue with people when its face-to-face.

It's better that commenting arguments back and forth.

Failure and not worth it,

--Maxx

Tuesday

October 21, 2008

Period 4

11:59

Mood: Even Crappier Than Before

Wow.... geez wow.....

How is it that no matter what i do, i always find myself in the same situation: feeling like total crap because im not smart like that other people?

I know........ I fail a LOT!

And i dont need u, or anyone else telling me how smart u r and how much "better" i can do.

YOU ARE WASTING YOUR TIME!!!

JUST LOOK AT MY GRADE!!!!!

LOOK AT EVERYTHING IVE DONE AND FAILED AT!!!!

its not even worth it........

--Maxx

Music

Is AWESOME!!!!!!

If you cant handle that, TOUGH!!!!

Music is life, music is the only meaning, music is the only way to get through the day.

But then i got deprived of such music.....

I couldnt help but die inside.......

That really hurt......

I dont think i can recover.............

;_;

Im Not Sure

Monday

October 13

Period 4

12:10

Mood: Confused and Tired

I really dont like typing these things, because i dont know who will be reading them when im done.

And its annoying to watch what i say, because i might "hurt someone's feelings" when i really dont know what i said to "hurt" someone!!!

But in case i did hurt someone's feelings, (preferably Nicole......), Im sorry for doing such and i hope you'll find it in your heart to forgive me.

Jimmy + Aerynn: .......................I Dont Know............

Im even confused...........................

--Maxx

Friends

Kyla (aka Ronnie Demon): SHOULD NEVER HAVE LEFT AND I MISS HER SO MUCH!!!!!!

Brianna (aka Jimmy Demon): Speaks her mind and likes to let her mind wonder.

Haley (aka Scarlet Demon): Incredibly smart! IM SO JEALOUS!! 

Tasha: IS AWESOME!! SHE CANT LEAVE!!!!!

Jackie: Obsession in things and is a big perfectionist.

Nicole: Is cool. (Its really good to have a normal, down-to-earth friend)

Michelle:....Crazy

Cori (aka Luno Demon): Insane artist, both her and Jimmy.

Cyber Bullying

Thursday

October 9th 2008

12:06

Period 4

Cyber Bullying isnt a good thing to do.

Fact, its stupid.

I dont know why anyone would do it.

Ive been accused of cyber bullying people on the internet before, but it really wasnt me.

Really, my friend found out my password and started messaging random people, sending them messages to scare them, or trick them and things like that.

Unfortunantly, some of those people went to my school.

And it was really weird to see the messages there the next time i got on.

The people confronted me at school, and i really didnt know what they were talking about.

When i foud out the truth, i wouldve told them, but in any other case, i didnt think they'd believe me. they thought i was crazy and weird anyways.

so there really was no point.

but still, cyber bullying is bad. 

i feel terrible for the things that were in those messages.

But i didnt get into too much trouble, and none with the school.

And my friend apologized for getting me in trouble.

Cyber Bullying is BAD!! SO DONT DO IT!!

.........Seriously....

--Maxx

Nicole Reese

Tuesday

October 7

Period 4

12:30 pm

Mood: Confused and Totally Dreading This

Feels like people pick on her, but really they're just having a laugh.

She thinks im a "Nice Person" and a "Good Friend" when really im a horrible person and i  dont deserve to be called: friend.

Nicole continually lies and says that i dont bother her, but shes not very good at lying.

But all in all, Nicole is cool.

i guess she doesnt deserve to be "Picked on" (so called.)

But really she doesnt need to be so sensitive.

--Maxx

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Monday

October 13

Period 4

12:05

Mood: Annoyed and Sulky. (I WANT MY HEADPHONES!!!)

Nicole.........Reese.

Haha yes.

I never run out of things to say about her.

But i have to be careful to the things i say now because she's a stalker and likes to look at my posts.

(and she might actually get mad at me for calling her a stalker......)

but in any case, Nicole, Im speaking directly to you.......

IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!

--Maxx

Thursday

October 23, 2008

Period 4

12:04

Mood: Alright I Guess, But Really Hungry

(Nicole, u might not read this and u might not, but either way, im speaking the truth.)

i dont think Nicole is preppy, i just think that sometime she can be really happy,  and i never said that was a bad thing! I think its normal!

My First Entry

Wednesday

October 1, 2008.

Period 4. 

12:09

Mood: Bored and Completely Downtrodden

Hey........... Hows it going?

Ummmmmmmm. Im Lexi, in case anyone's confused on the name......

I like to read fiction stories, write, play video games, and hang out with friends.

School is really boring and really unfair.

Im sorry, but i cant win with these people!

Its physically, virtually, and mentally impossible. 

Nothing's ever good enough!

Its ok if u feel differently about school.

Its my own opinion.